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To Unknown

2011-10-22T09:58:00.003+05:30

This is something i wrote this morning.. for no one in specific .. just a thought that came into my mind .. ..its basically for a person one hasn't met..i thought i will share it ....

To the most amazing beautiful graceful woman I have known, how i wish i could meet you for real and be mesmerized , hypnotized and dazzled by your presence... you fill up my senses like a walk in the rain .. like dew drops kissing my feet ..like the way a man feels complete when he sees a woman who enriches hiss heart and mind, just by her presence..

It's been long rota... How you doin ... :)

2010-05-22T10:48:00.005+05:30

Heylo ..... It has been a long long long time since i have been here..... I would have lost whatever few people I had, who kept a track on me here.... Well, it happens a lot people go into a rut, get busy with their lives..Let's just just recap my life over the past two years....Well I am still with V2 Solutions. It is going to be 3 years soon..... I got one promotion... two raises... but not satisfied with where I am... Well a man should never be satisfied and comfortable about his being.. Otherwise the drive to push self is lost ....The only thing i am proud about is I survived recession when others who got more in their short stint here aren't here anymore., credits to our project KLS... It has changed a lot of things around... Well as you see nothing has changed on the job front... except it has affected the creativity about me a bit..... Although past one month has been a bit different... Conversations are something I enjoy .... I love to know people and as I always say life is the biggest lesson and people are its greatest teachers..... Interesting minds generate interesting conversations which in turn make work place interesting... I don't know how long it will last, but i decided to cherish and make the best out of it...as the say " life is not about the amount of breaths you take, it is about the moments that take your breath away ... I know very filmy but it fits in well ....
One more good thing that has happened with V2 was the KLS team felicitation .. Finally the morons got to acknowledge the good work done by the team .. and its double pleasure when it comes due to appreciation from the Client. The gathering had new recruits and the CEO makes a speech addressing them and praising us . Well I was lost in the moment so couldn't hear anything except the lines " The Company is right now Bullish " .. haha that gives some food for thought in my twisted mind.. So the company is the bull and we are the cows.. old cows... the new recruits are the new cows... Company is feeling bullish again which is why they hiring new cows...cause old cows are screwed up for good :)
Ohhk.. Now enough of this professional life blabber... People will think i have a sad life.. which in some ways does look like that ... Personally well two years.. have been a bit different .. I ended up doing a few things that i wouldn't have other wise.. Made new friends , trip to Shirdi to meet the lord and meet a new friend, which in turn gave a few Delhi trips......... The first one right in middle of Indian summer.. what a place to be to beat the summer heat haha :) (by the way it did rain a few days i was there :) weather gods like me )... Then for a friend's wedding... That was a pleasant time to go had fun seeing a bit of the place.... and then a surprise visit fora friends b'day in December... I could easily say i haven't seen any other city with such extreme weather patterns.. :)
Kerala trips have been two ... One being the family reunion meet ....That trip was simply awesome.. I learned the value of family, roots, culture, tradition, relations.,, Having a strong foundation always helps... Stories heard and told.... Three to four generations of people coming together sharing their time, knowledge and stories is simply priceless... That one week just whizzed by in no time..... Coming back from trips like that is never easy .. I prefer coming backs to be quick .... Thats why i prefer to flyback
The other one being a week back .. This one was also different one as i was mostly on the road....
Vagabond on a spiritual trip ..... visited umpteen temples... attended two of my cousins weddings.. What i wanted from the trip was me time to think about my plan of action .. which is what I couldn't give time to .. the trip got a boost just two days before my return due to conversation i had with my cousin .. I guess booze always makes me talk a lot more than i usually do ... Must have been the magic of Power Vodka Orange Twist ... Made in Palakkad vodka hehe i should have taken the snap of it... but alas at right moment the camera wasn't with me.. Had fun visiting dad's side relative who compare my visits ala Rahul Gandhi campaign :)... There is another story in there...
Anyways the reason what made me write this is today morning I had a dream .. I hardly get any dreams early morning. Well this was a short one... but it somehow made me write after a long time.. Well it's about me enrolling for graduation coursecorrespondance in a nearby college.. I ain't taking the name of the college cause I ain't giving free publicity to it... well one might wonder how specific the dream can be.... well for me its the reaction on face o my father that mattered and made me write it down .. I have always believed in signs life shows to you ..I just wonder is this one... So decided to pen it down ... So I don't blame anyone else but me later on if I somehow don't act on it.... Well I will just end with this quote by Peter Gabriel.....

From the pain come the dream
From the dream come the vision
From the vision come the people
From the people come the power
From this power come the change”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~rota~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Quotes Again............(1st September 2008)

2008-09-03T07:08:00.006+05:30

Well this happened on Monday evening casual conversation with Andy (Anindita Tagore) a friend of mine from Delhi. We were just at our usual ramble when i hit on this one. So the credits and rights to this one is partly Andy's as well. September started with a bang.. A quote on the first day which goes like this.......

I am....... An optimist when it comes to fantasy or dreamy situations of life and a pessimist about reality and practical situations of life............................... rota

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Quote ( 07/09/2008)

2008-07-09T11:56:00.005+05:30

Well it is the 9th of July .. I am at work with no work .. Yeah after a long time this has happened.... The words that follow have been ringing in my head since this morning. I don't know the reason for the same.. Nor do i know whether these words have been said before by anyone else... I did a google on them and I didn't find them. I guess these have to be mine..

Here we go .....

"No one is perfect . Not even god. We just need to learn to live with the imperfections within and around us.".' - rota

2008-05-15T18:15:00.003+05:30

I Believe

I believe, these four simple words play an important role in any organization’s success, namely passion, acknowledgment, rewards, and values.

Passion is your passion towards work. When one is passionate about work, dedication towards work is evident and results are achieved in the most natural fashion possible.

Acknowledgment is appreciating each other’s work and success. I believe it should be a two way process and not just restricted from top to bottom of an organization. It should flow both ways top to bottom and bottom to top.

Rewards, this is the master of all the four words I have mentioned. Rewards, is the remuneration you get for your passion, dedication and success. If proper care is not given to this aspect people will lose their drive to work and negativity creeps in. One should be righteous in determining the overall contribution of a person and rewards are a way of showing how valuable one is to the organization.

Values portray the face of the organization in the business world. They are defined by the morals and ethics in the way the business is run. An organization’s value is determined by the value of its individuals.

I would like to end this with a quote I like from the movie Fight Club.

“I am not my job. I am not how much money I have in the bank. I am not the car I drive. I am not the contents of my wallet. I am not my fucking khakis. I am the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.”

The NothingMan - rota ( Rohit) 20th april 2008

2008-04-23T18:12:00.003+05:30

I have written something after a long time. This is inspired by the pearl jam song Nothingman ..I couldn't find a better title for this one. There may be a few mistakes of changes in final edition as i didn't get time to review what i have written

The Nothingman

Some time ago, like a few years back

When words wouldn't flow, smooth as flour into a sack

He tried his best, in adding rhythm to his life.

Lived a life of his own, dealing matters by way of heart

Never bothering the outcome, that could rip his life apart.

The Nothingman, what a pathetic mess … The Nothingman….

Fate took him one day, to a song that she wrote

In her song he found, a few notes that touched his soul.

He tried to know her, as a friend through the journey he rode

The more he knew her, put him back on a roll

Drive that had once gone missing came back with a fizz

Words began to ooze, to a river of songs

They came close enough, to do a duet song.

He being a dreamer thought he found something to hold on forever

He just believed, they were destined to be together

Little did he know, Sun and the Moon can't be around together.

Oh! What a fool – The Nothingman………

Made a mountain of a mole – The Nothingman….

She once said, she knew of his feelings for her

Never confronted them the right way, and she can't be there

For The Nothingman, Ooh yeah The Nothingman….

Life felt like a fucking trap, for The Nothingman……

He just wished, none to be like him

A life less ordinary of, The Nothingman……

Glad I am back, with this ramble

About, The Nothingman, My man -The Nothingman…….

rota

Eternal Moon ( 11 Aug 2007)

2007-08-11T13:36:00.001+05:30

This one is written by me and dedicated to ppl who have been a presence in my journey of life and who i wish would finish the journey with me. .. need a title for dis one..

Here comes the moon
Shining on my head since I was born
Rocking the cradle till my crying stopped
Felt like apple of her eyes
Like star shining high up in the skies
Her world revolved around me, till my innocence was gone
She talked to me , when i couldn't speak
Sang me lullabies, when i wouldn't sleep
My first tryst with warmth and compassion
My first longing for the moon.

Here comes the moon
Walking on my Journey from a boy to man
Caring for me like only a woman can
Never knew i was going crazy for you
I had in me new emotions
Infused by the moon across the oceans
She talked to me when i was feeling down
Was there for me, when i had no one around
The very reason for spiritual and caring me
Got myself inked for you, Oh moon.

Here comes the moon
Blessing my Life with its silent glow
Brighter than a Thousand lamps, riding the Ganges Flow
I have a pining for you.
A vagabond heart before I saw this one
Igniting a fire in me, felt like the sun
I talk to her like a blabbermouth
Her silence makes me wanna scream out loud
I cherish being miserable for you
Tattooed in my soul is this moon

Rota

YIPPIE KI-YAI YOO HOO - Rota {Entry for June 13, 2007}

2007-06-13T22:43:00.002+05:30

well this is a new one i wrote in bangalore.. well the title is very
fancy i know but the content is down to earth .... lemme explai first
what is yippi ki-yai yoo hoo .. its a state of ecstasy joy ... when ur
whole body feels adrenalized and u just leap like you have wings to
fly ... i wish it had more flow.. somehow i feel there is lack in the
flow.. anyways lemme know how it is..

YIPPIE KI-YAI YOO HOO - Rota
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My mind feels like a garden,
A garden of beautiful thoughts.
My thoughts are the flowers,
Fresh,fragrant and in bloom.
A single rose stands out of all flowers
Blood red in colour
Reminds me of passion
Reminiscent of you.

I look outside my window into the dark.
It's almost midnight as i hear the dog's bark.
There is a lake close to my place
It's still water at night is a sight i don't like seeing.
As i look at it,i get an eerie feeling.
The still water reflects the moon's glow
Reminds me of my dreams woven in your wellbeing
Reminiscent of you .

I am on a bus ride on a highway
The skyline portrays a picturesque flyway
Lightening strikes the sky
Like an artist making silver streaks fly
Thunders add the sound effect with their roar
The wet mud smell when sky kisses earth
And the silver streaks reminds me of smile and lips,
Reminiscent of you.

I see a hill in my colony, all green
Little streams adding up to its sheen
Streams running wild with nothing to stop
Flow mellows down as they reach bottom from mountain top
The journey they take is so curvy and supine
Like a sensuous woman draped in vine
Streams remind me of free spirit and curves
Reminiscent of you

All thoughts reminiscent of you
Makes me go Yippie Ki-Yai Yoo Hoo

rota

Just Another Song For You - Rota {Entry for June 13, 2007]

2007-06-13T22:38:00.001+05:30

well the image is of a traditional dance performed by usually young unmarried women from Kerala.. and its no way the reason for this song.... the only common thing is the Keralite factor thats all ..

Just Another Song For You - Rota

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In a small townhouse in god's own land

Saw a figure standing in the yard

Just Waiting all dressed up , to be photographed.

Wish I was the lens man

Would have made her wait for a while

Anything, to keep viewing on such a beautiful smile.

The sun had her in spotlight.

Trees kept of the heat.

The image i was looking at, made my heart skip a beat.

Hair kissing her shoulders,

Hands crossed in front,Standing was she

Wrapped in white Saree, looked like an angel smiling at me.

A yummy chocolate in white wrapper,

One that would never melt.

The sensuous image tattooed in my heart, is what i felt

I penned a song for everyone

I penned some songs for you .

Looking at this snap of yours,i will pen all my life for you.

rota

The Fallen Angel - Rota

2007-05-14T01:44:00.001+05:30

The Fallen Angel
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As i walked through the woods on a moon lit night
Saw an angel,with her wings arched high
Jaded, lying on a stone,fallen in its flight.
She had her head looking down, no one could see her frown.
Hair covering up her face and hands embracing the cold stone
A picture of grace was the fallen angel all alone.

As I moved closer to her, she looked me through the corner of her eye
Shot a lot of questions in the air to reason her silent cry.
She stayed silent for long,hoping i would be gone
Giving up she asked me why would i care
Said i hated to see an angel in despair.

Saw a sly smile on her face
Just couldn't shift my gaze
From the silence of the beauty in bloom.
She asked me to leave her alone
Telling she would cause my doom.

Said i just wouldn't care and ain't going anywhere
I was all eager to see her rising like a phoenix above me
Cherish The beauty of my fallen angel being carefree.

rota

Time Wasted

2007-05-14T01:38:00.005+05:30

Time wasted
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Time wasted.
Lets Face it.
Its never coming back, my friend.

Lord, i hate it.
Don't know Why i faked it.
Have been doing this for long, my friend.

Life is jaded.
AS growing up memories faded.
Had been holding onto Them for long, my friend.

Time wasted.
Having chased it.
No point mulling over it now, my friend.

Life moves on.
Destiny plays a song.
Need to grab on to the silver spoon thats come my way, oh friend.

Now i wonder
Why pen this blunder
Its my way of amusing you ,my friend.

***********************************Rota********************************************

I TOO HAVE A DREAM

2007-04-29T18:47:00.001+05:30

Well the words are actually " I too had a dream "....It is the autobiography of a person i admire in real life..
He is called "Diaryman Of India"...the pioneer in bringing White Revolution in India....the one and only Dr. P.V Kurien ...
The reason i admire him the most is what he did for the famers in india by living a simple life in a small town in Indian state of Gujarat called Anand......
He was responsible for the operation flood......
I read his autobiography recently and its a very inspiring book ....
Well i could brag on and on about him .... But this space is for me and about me... ain't it.. so i guess i should be starring in this small space i got....or small show ..whatever u wanna call it..
Well the reason why i have changed the had to have is that my dreams haven't been fulfilled yet and nor have i lived up my life....

Well another real life idol of my life is A.R Rahman ,, the famous music composer of india...
The reason i adore him is he has created magic in the world of music.......
The world which is very close to me as music is my passion , religion and my devotion ........
I guess it sounds cliche ... but i dunno what else to say .... cause the words are coming from deep within ....
Anyways i have grown up listening to music from Rahman who kinda revived the music composed for films in the 90's...........brought new life into the film music which was very stagnant during the 80's and 90's.....It was much needed transition and he was the torchbearer leading the way to change.....

I guess u got real tired of me bragging about by idols..
Well as a kid u get asked by people around ya ....
Son what do u wanna become when wanna grow up .. ..
The most clinched responses would i wanna be a doctor ... i wanna be an engineer... or i wanna do what my father does...
When i was asked the question ....i simply didn't have the answer ....i would simply play along with whatever people said .........
As i grew up i came closer and closer to music..
My uncles were influential , and my taste for music developed whose roots were deeply influenced by what stuff they listened to usually ..
With the mtv coming to the Indian televisions, it was good times for music fans.. like me....
Anyways who takes one's passion for music seriously ... seriously does any one.... especially in India its academics first isn't it........
No wonder India doesn't have a good representation in fields of sports . music with exceptions in academics i guess....
Thats the kind of upbringing we have over here....
Well iam not here to say pros or cons of it......
Well all i wanna say is one should have a definite idea of what to become when one is young and aim for it.... however weird one's dream is or however impossible it seems... Else you would end up like me.... Go into engineering ... why .????? Cause my father is one ...wanna follow my Dad's footsteps.. and end up being a miserable one.......
Well i am blaming no one else but me... You are the torchbearer of your life.
Well after i got into engineering, i began to have all kinds of dreams.....
I wanted to be a sound engineer .. I wanna work in a recording studio ... or in some speaker company ,.............To work in an industry that is my passion ... The music industry ...........to work with my idol A.R. Rehamn .... I am recording his compositions...
When i think of it i feel it strange to have dreams like that ... some friends laughed about it .. some said anything is possible....
Then my mind flickers onto the other man thats has left a mark in my mind Dr. P.V. Kurien .. to do something for the country .....
Well then again it toggles back to working in the music industry ......Well when i think of it ..To pursue my dream ,a dream i have had so late in my life is to risk all the things i did most of my life.... Well I always think , what if only i had the clear picture of dream when i was young i could have made an effort to pursue my dream .....
But them no big dreams are fulfilled without taking risks ....How much worse can it get from what's going on now.......can it... so what do ya say people ..... NO GUTS NO GLORY !!!!!!

P.S Should i think of a career in writing .. what do ya say ... lol i am a messed/F***ed up mind ain't i ..

Well one more hilarious thing happened yesterday night... Well one of my friends had come online... I said to him my my dvd compilation is gonna hit the stands soon.... its a nice mp3 compilation so grab one ,,, it will be under Luke's after hours... well Luke Kenny is programming head of music channel CHANNEL V .. and i told him i was working under him as assistant .. lol poor soul would have believed it if i wouldn't have spoiled my own game... Although i was lying and living out my dream job .. i kinda enjoyed the moment even though it was short lived .... well i ain't gonna name the poor soul over here ... he knows who he is and i know who is ,, and thats enough i guess .. lol
IN LIFE ONE IS NEVER TOO OLD TO ROCK AND ALWAYS TOO YOUNG TO DIE .........SO ROCK ON FOREVER

Quotes by Me.

2007-04-21T15:29:00.002+05:30

1)Poems have a more universal flavour about them in their theme,whereas songs have a more personal flavour about them which is made universal by the music which comes with it.

2) Life is never boring.Even silence and solitude are never boring . There is beauty about them and that is what keeps me entertained throughout.

3)Patience is inversely proportional to being miserable.

4)Being submissive doesn't always mean one is weak. It shows one is strong enough to put others happiness before self.

5) In a relationship, man - woman should be like shadows to each other, so that whenever one leads the other is there to watch one's back .

--Rohit Menon/romen/rockofages/rota ( copyrights reserved to any of the aliases above)

Wild Child - Rota

2007-04-03T01:39:00.001+05:30

Wild Child (Dedicated To a Friend of Mine)
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Sitting in my cage, resting on my chair

I have been my pondering self all day long.

Before my head cracks up , thought i would just ramble on

I see a face, not just a pretty face

with a sly smile, very reason for this song.

I see a child, not just any child

She leaves me dazed, her spirits running wild.

Reminding me of Pocahontas, The Indian princess

Same free spirit and passion I see in her eyes

like a flowing river, to the rising tides

The journey she took makes her a wild one

She just needs to be set free.

Feel sorry for her folks, they couldn't pick up that one

labeled her a rebel, tried tying her her up.

felt her fury, felt her wrath

never stop a flowing river in its path.

I wish they had chosen to ride with the flow

to see their rebel's moony glow.

Eyes so warm , eyes so passionate

only you my wild child, leave me amazed..

rota

Sun 'N' Moon - Rajita 'n' Rota {Entry for March 12, 2007}

2007-03-12T21:12:00.001+05:30

Well i waited quite a long time to post this one.. but i just hope its worth the wait..... the sun's bit is done by me and moon's bit is done by a friend of mine rajita.....

Sun 'N' Moon

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Here i am

just like yesterday

My red realm

Rising, as you fade away.

Riding along the horizon

With you in my shadow

Embracing every being in vision

Your presence makes me mellow

Burn myself all day long

Brightening life as I go on

You whisper me a soft song

Comforting all along and desire to carry on.

People here are wondering, who we are, what we were

The answer, they are going to find out soon

My smile goes all orange, when i see you in my sphere

Here i am the sun, pining for you the moon............ {sun ends .......}

{moon begins........... }

Sitting by the pane less rim

is your window to my silken hues.

Serenading the twilight,

the crystal embedded blanket,

u yearn to wrap your tender dreams with.

Walking after an idle living day,

the waters bring afore the secrets of the sea.

Wishing you cud find me too

amongst the treasures

and hide me in your torn pocket.

As u lie down watching me smile

you close your eyes to still find me.

wishing you cud embrace the world,

leaving little angels in the sand.

I walk with you on journeys

when beings in their high risen cubicles

with tinted windows,

sleep after countless encounters with their creations.

But you'll find me in the puddle

the children used to splash their wounds with

and mothers used to wash their utensils.

Touch me, I'll be unperturbed.

I'll be watching you, be your companion

when your hard earned sleep evades you.

Hidden behind your ambitions, I'll be

As you work to find the realities in the daylight.

I do not promise you the sunshine

But the silver beams,

I'll be the moon in your life..!!

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2007-02-25T12:14:00.001+05:30

Raymond Philosophy {Entry for January 29, 2007}

2007-01-29T20:11:00.001+05:30

One of my favorite comedy TV series is Everybody Loves Raymond. It is a very hilarious , on your face humour and the charecters in the show are very much people we come across in our day to day life. Be it the nagging, nosy parents, goofy brother or the contrasting personalities of Debra and Ray, it is a delight to watch . It has been the most successful and hit show in terms of popularity after friends in my opinion . Well i am not gonna brag more about the show ........

This is not the main purpose of this blog.... This Blog is about selfless love ... You must be wondering then why i am talking about the show..... Well that was to give you a brief idea about the show..... I feel a point is better conveyed when it is delivered with an example.. This makes it easy to understand and remember .. This may sound silly ( insane would be better) in parts and impractical but i guess everyone one has a bit of impractical side about them ......

As George Bernard Shaw said..........

'We need a few mad people. See where the sane ones have landed us. '

Well, I am not going to drift any further from the theme or essence of this blog ...... Selfless Love.......

I want you to look at the charecters Ray and Debra..... They are very opposite personalities....

Debra being smart, quick thinker ,popular and practical .....Ray being slow, sluggish,impractical with a good heart . Well what i wanna say in our life we sure would have come across a person who is opposite to our nature in many ways... you have somethings in common,but most things about the person is complimentary to you...

I believe in the saying that

like forces repel each other and unlike forces attract .......

So i guess you somehow find the person interesting and you come across one that you feel in the mind that this is the one.. one and only one you were looking for... and you have feeling your search ends here...

The relationship starts as a friendship and as you get closer and closer you seem to be sure that this is the one and only you were looking for..

I am gonna use Ray for the guy and Debra for the girl in such a relationship. Ray thinks he has found his Debra....... But Debra doesn't know about it. .....

Ray thinks about telling about it to Debra ....He ponders about it..... The decision he takes is that he will keep mum about it and continue as friend.......... There were many factors that influenced his decision ...

1) He doesn't want to lose Debra as a Friend. He believes friendship to be the first step to any relationship. These lines play in his mind ' how can we be lovers if we can't be friends' .........

2) He thinks Debra is too good for him .. he feels he has nothing good to offer for Debra than his heart and love ..... So he feels he is no way going to mess up the life of someone he loves.... he would rather leave it to fate than taking matters in his own hand.... he is no way gonna influence anything... he is just gonna be himself... he thinks he was no way influenced in by anyone in believing that this one was his Debra ... So he is just waiting for the day she feel he is her Ray ...

and calls him Ray .......

Well these charecters were used as a prop to portray the concept of selfless love........ I know it sounds a bit silly but this i think is good way to convey the point..... You must be wondering why the name Ray philosophy ..... Well since i am a guy ...and Ray is one that thinks with the heart and another being i like the charecter raymond in the show... so its kind of like a tribute to him .......

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...........................................................................................................rota

Love : why ?? its season of joy and love isn't it.{Entry for December 21, 2006}

2006-12-21T22:34:00.001+05:30

Well i have not written a blog entry for a while.....and as you can see its been only poems being posted why not change the pattern ........
Well the first difficulty while thinking about writing that came to my mind was what to topic to write on .. well love came to the rescue......
I know its a common thing to talk about ...but i thought why the hell not give it a shot with Christmas and new year looming ahead... This period of the year is surely the season of joy and love.
Love is the mother of all emotions. I guess everyone agrees to it . Everyone has has experienced it one form or other. Its the only emotion that involves all other emotions. .
I am gonna just focus on one aspect and one form of love. Of late i have observed that a lot of people who are in love being hurt , in pain due to various reasons. Well i am not going to look into the reasons or the cause of it.
I am no newton when it comes to love . I am gonna just pen down some of my observations and my views. I hope it would helpful to some people out there.
When you are in love and in a relationship, imagine that you are living out a dream. Don't have any expectations or assumption about your relationship or of your partner. Expectations, I feel are the main reason for love turning out be sour resulting in pain, sadness and dejection.
Expectations are not bad , life is basically about them. Let the nature or rather depth of expectations like that you have of your dreams. Yeah u heard it right; i just said dreams. When you are in love , imagine u are in a dream. With dreams, you know one thing it may happen or may not. Think of expectation in the same way u think of a dream .
Thinking about love and expectations in your relationship this way may help u cope better with pain and dejection.
Well thats all i want to talk about love for now.. Well there is another philosophy about unconditional love brewing in my mind and i have named it in a funny way ... I cant give the details for now as that would letting to many things out of the box and jumping the gun as well ... One thing i am sure everyone would say it is highly impractical to think that way .. But thats what you get from a dreamer like me. .....Anyways i am stopping now else i would spill all the beans.. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year ...Happy holidays to ya all ...

My hometown - Rota

2006-12-08T07:44:00.001+05:30

Well this one i wrote after my road trip from bangalore to my hometown nilambur in kerala.. the route runs through wildlife reserves of three different states.. its very scenic ... hopefully i have done some justice to the natural beauty ... no image yet for this one... watch out in near future. .here we go ........

MY HOMETOWN

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Woke up early,
A chilly Tuesday morning.
Packed our stuff, sat in car
Me and my old man,
On our way,
To my hometown
My home town…..

These country roads,
Running wild,
Racing, river by its side,
Through the welcome arches
Of bamboo shoots on either side
Forming arcs
Take me to my hometown
My home town….

Cloudy skies,
Hid the sun,
Formed a cap on the mountains seen.
Nature seemed to be keen
In keeping us comfortable,
On our journey
To my hometown
My home town……

Eager eyes and nature, cried
Happy tears pour down,
Keeping everything cool and pleasant.
I felt comfort and joy
In my hometown
My home town …

The smell of mud,
Where my ancestors are buried,
Reminiscent of the great times we had.
The same country roads,
Take me away, from my own town.
The deep roots and memories
Won't drive me far,
Will bring me back
To my hometown
My home town ….
rota......

Grandhero - Rota

2006-10-13T21:08:00.006+05:30

well I wrote this one my grandma asked me to show one of my poems... so i wrote something new.. let me know how is it.. this is written more in a song style of writing...and the image for this has been made after almost a year and half.... The ink had been done on 11th July 2008. The date marks my grandfather's 2nd death anniversary. My tribute to my hero ...........

Grandhero
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When I and my mother visited our native place

Grandma and grandpa greeted us with happy face

I cherished my long summers spent there

Love and warmth would flavour the air

When I was kid, I was pampered a lot

Grandpa would be waiting with a candy for his tot

The sight of him, would make me run, make me jump and embrace

Snatching the candy from his gentle hold, would jump off him and watch his face

A smile on his cheeks, a glint in the eyes as they met mine

Never knew the reason for the same that time

As life drove me out of my innocence

I was aware of the virtues of man in every sense

All along our journey he was more of a friend to me

From my candy man to a hero he turned out to be

He was the pillar that held us together

Humour and simplicity of his would be remembered forever

Now that he has left us it's not the same anymore

The joyous spirit is lacking in life for sure

When I look up at all stars in the sky

I see one shooting across and wonder why not try

I wish of a chance to talk with my grandpa again

There are some questions I want to ask you for sure

Why didn't you give my little cousins a chance to know you more?

I wish u were around for them like you were for me

So I could hear each of them saying 'a hero you were to me'

This is all I want to hear

Ringing, buzzing in my ears.

rota

Son Of God - Rota (Entry for October 11, 2006)

2006-10-11T07:35:00.002+05:30

Well this one i wrote after my visit to delhi ...... well its again something different that i have tried... i have an inner peace inside me after my delhi visit... and that has made me write this one.....

SON OF GOD

Let me take you on a spiritual odyssey

I was being called the son of god.

Yes me! Oh me! It’s not some legacy

Every being on the earth, creation of the lord.

Eyes closed, taking deep breaths

Seated in pleasant company of an earth angel

Remembering the various stages of life in retrospect

Smiling the good moments, grimacing the moments I failed.

Breathing in the positive ness, flushing out the negative ness

Relaxed was I, in the presence of lord

Divine presence will be felt during all necessities

Guide, protector, healer; the different roles played by god.

Grace life with most desirable form one craves for

Warmth of the omnipotent will fill up the void.

Different religions with different names to roar

Battles in the name of religion one needs to avoid.

Religion is just a way to live one’s life

Not meant to fight over differences and fall

Son of god asks to hold back your knife

Faith in the almighty should unite us all.

rota

My Beer Song

2006-09-24T21:34:00.001+05:30

Well its been some time since i have written anything ....so in order to wake up from my deep slumber ...i wrote on something i love ..those who know me well,, know what it is... well the title says it all ... its me at my crappy best .....here we go

My Beer Song
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Beer o' dear, Hear a song from me

Just for you, it's meant to be

You stood by me throught my thick and thin

My love for you emerges from deep within

We were out on our first date in my hometown

The place they call god's own.

You looked refreshing in mug by my side

I put my head in, watching the tide

The college days would have never been good

Party or trip, You always put me in a jolly mood.

Hangout With building mates wouldn't have been the same

Lame would be my name, if I kept you out of the frame.

People grumble, I am insane to fall for beer

You can either join us or kiss my rear . ( well this was
desperate rhyming
measure..)

When i hold the golden mug, I see life in my grip

Bitter with a fizz for most of my trip.

Fizz in life is what keeps me going dear

Now you have reason why I never stop loving my beer .

Rota

Communal Terrorism : watch out for it { nature's tricolor symbollic to indian flag}

2006-09-05T22:48:00.001+05:30

Mumbai was a victim of one of the biggest series of bomb blasts on 11th July 2006. These blasts were the most severe that Mumbai has succumbed to after the 1993 blasts. There is a common message that is evident from both of these horrific events which is the growth of communal terrorism in India. If one looks at both the incidents carefully one can clearly see that both were acts of retaliation against communal disharmony that occurred during the period.

The 1993 blasts was exactly a year after the communal riots of 1992 and the Mumbai train blasts a year after the Gujarat riots. Well I am not going to write on Mumbai blasts. I just want to point a more serious problem that’s on rise in different pockets in India. I also want to make one thing clear this article is not meant to wage a war or criticize any particular religion. It just presents some of the things that I heard and witnessed during my short trip to my native place Kerala. I hope this article makes the reader aware of the things that are going on ground level.

Kerala, better known as ‘the god’s own country’ is beautiful state located on the southwest coast of India. I had gone for a short trip of 20 days this year. The trip was a sudden and unpleasant one for personal reason and also some of the things I heard from the people around me. I hail from the Malabar region of Kerala which is a coastal belt that runs from northern Kerala to the central Kerala. The region comprises of districts Kasargod, Kannur, Kozhikhode, Waynad, Malappuram and Palakkad. All of these districts have a Muslim majority in their population except certain areas of Palakkad. I hail from Malappuram district which is said to have the highest population growth amongst theses districts. It can be clearly seen from the size of the families, but there is nothing in the records. When I look at what I see in front of my eyes I just wonder what happened to the famous slogan – ‘Hum do hamare do’ {we two our two } – just seems like the family planning has gone haywire. Another incident that made news in the papers was during the haj period the religious month of the Muslims, it is believed that on the arrival of a politician of a communal political party after his haj pilgrimage ,the Indian national flag was brought down and that communal party’s flag was hoisted at the Kozhikhode airport. Have you ever heard of anything of that sorts happening at a public place anywhere in the country. It sure created hues and cries for a few days and got hushed up with time. The Kozhikhode international airport, I feel is the most softest target for any terrorist attack as could be seen on the on the day of politician’s arrival. The only reason that the airport has survived any such attacks is any such incident would be like axing one’s own leg. These terrorist attacks are becoming community specific and they are clever at choosing their targets. This can be easily seen from the Mumbai train blasts. The target and the timing of the attacks were very community specific. One more thing that’s attracted my interest is the news I heard about people feasting on camel meat during the holy month of Ramzan. I don’t know whether the Indian law permits killing of camels, it seems people are trying to emulate the custom and tradition of the Arab countries. Well I just feel people are being unreasonable. The reason why the camel meat eating tradition is followed in the Arab counties is that’s the only meaty animal available there. We have such fine chicken and goat meat available, why the hell go after the camels? Well if people really want to follow culture and tradition of other countries, why not follow the rules and regulations followed in those countries. I am sure the very thought of this would make them pee in their pants. Well I know there are few black sheep in every community, but I just want to throw light on people that as citizens of India, love for the motherland should be their first priority than to listen to so called religious fundamentalists who just try to take advantage by imbibing wrong faith in the name of religion and thus create communal disharmony.

India is said to be secular. I feel for it to be secular all the religions should follow and be governed by a universal law. Different religions just bend the law to their own liking, like the marriage law. Instead of different laws I feel all regions should come under one universal law for communal harmony to exist. One mistake that our great father of nation Mahatma Gandhi did was to deny Prime Minister ship to the iron man of India Sardar Vallabhai Patel. I am not going into details on this, but one thing I can assure you is one would have seen a different India under his command if he had been at the front right after independence. The reason for India being a soft target for terrorist organizations is its soft approach towards terrorism. One can clearly see that as years after the 1993 blasts the verdict for the case hasn’t been declared yet. This has made a mockery of the judicial system and faith of the people in the system. I don’t say we have to be an Israel India can’t survive that way. But one thing I admire about them is in spite of being surrounded on all sides by Islamic fascists, they have survived. I know they have the backing of U.S.A; still the battle has to be won on the ground. I feel India can learn something from them if not emulate them. At least try not to be soft on the miscreants and put them to judgment before the public. Let the public decide the punishment so that nobody messes with us anytime or have to think twice before carrying out any outrageous attack. We citizens as victims wish to be the part of system to fight terrorism. As I said earlier this article was written just to throw light on people how communal terrorism can be born from small incidents in sensitive sections of our land like illustrated in the above and if not stopped at the roots will assume major proportions. I could have stated many more incidents, but didn’t want people to be thinking I am running propaganda or a personal vendetta against a particular religion. It has always being nation and national security first.

Bomb Blasts ROck Mumbai { July 11, 2006}

2006-07-15T00:43:00.001+05:30

At around 18:20 ist mumbai experienced the first of the 7 series bomb blasts at a railway station on a train . The first blast occured at khar railway station , the 2nd one at mahim , the third one at jogeshwari , the 4th at borivali , the 5th one at jogeshwari,the 6th one at matunga and the final one at khar-santacruz subway. Well these are believed to be terrorist's retaliation to the war that india has been figthing for over a period of time. Mumbai is one of the 4 major cities and finalcial capital of india. It has best transportation system in the whole of the country with the local railway network being the life line of the system . The railway network of the city is basically divided into three parts or lines as we call them . The three being the Central line, the Western line and the Harbour line. The railway stations where blasts have taken place, all lie on the western line there by affecting the commuters in a big way. About 2 lakh or more commuters use the railway system for transportation and due to these blasts many are stranded.. About 140 people are feared dead and around 300 or more are reported to be injured....The attacks have been targetted at the very soul of the city as it survives on the railway very much .. These blasts have been the most sevre after the 1993 blasts that the city had been subjected to .. Well the most positive thing that has come out of this is the spirit of people of the city ... minutes after the blasts one could see people out there helping the victims ... carrying bodies off the tracks and making arrangements to take them to hospital .. The local people were also seen helping commuters stuck in traffic on their way back home with water and watever food supplies they could muster ...

Well Mumbai being such a large city and with such a cosmopolitan culture its easy for these miscreants or terrorists to escape into thin air.. i was just listening to the news and the pictures they were showing was horrific.. Well the city sure lacks disaster management but the helping spirit of the people was there to be seen ...

I personally feel that India has been soft on its war against terrorism and the terrorists .... But one thing that was postive to see was the comment from police chief of the city ... He said that this attack wouldn't have been possible without local help .... and said he would go hammer and tongs to eliminate them .... India's soft stand has been misunderstood by the terrorists .. They feel that the country is afraid of them and are taking full advantage of our forgiving nature....
I just have one thing to say, those found guilty should be put before the public and let them decide the judgement for these miscreants...so in future they think twice before doing anything of such magnitude.... fight teroor with terror in a civilised way ..... target the culprits and not the innocents...

The only postive thing of this black tuesday has been people coming forward to help other people and goin by the spirit of the city , life would be back to normal soon ,,,

MUSE

2006-07-05T00:06:00.001+05:30

Well this is my version of the song noor u ala noor...from the movie meenxai ...

O light of the almighty
Spread in all four directions
O grandeur light piercing darkness
Your presence is felt everywhere.
Whom do I ask other than you?
Is she the one for me?
When I asked the darkness
It turned a silent night
Morning light gave me a shy look
Eagles soaring sky high, hunting for their prize catch
I looked for my answer in their silent quest.
When I looked at the leaves and flowers
I found her in the colours of life.

O light of the almighty
I shed my prejudiced mask and feel your magic at work.
Riding the journey of life
I wonder if she is my final destination
When I lifted my gaze, I could see her everywhere
In the humming of bees, clinging of the bangles,
In the eyes of a poet,
In the melody of a song,
Inside the mind, body and soul of a lover.
She is my heart’s desire and mind’s quest
I place her in the path of grandeur light,
Seeking answers to my life’s mystery.
What would I gain from knowing the unknown?
Some ay its love, and some slavery
Some call it desire and some passion
Grandeur light makes me realise
Falling for love is what makes me special.

Angel O Mountain Kingdom

2006-07-05T00:03:00.002+05:30

Well its been around 5 months i guess since i have written down something.. This one is about a sweet friend of mine from mountain kingdom ... well the pic is sunrise as seen from kathmandu university .... I couldn't give this one a name mebbe u could help me... well i thank her for helping me get my inspiration back ... well i know iam rusty ...so please bear me....

The day we talked our very first time

I started on a very wrong line

The more we came to know each other

Knew i had to blow my false cover

Don't know reason why I lied to you

Guess i did to just talk to you

I was being stupid and lame

Talking to you under a different name

Had been a long time player of the game

Friends gave me credits for the same

Called me a king and I felt so proud

For being the king of frauds

You came along like a breath of fresh air

Made me realise I do care

When I first saw u for real

Wanted to stop being surreal

I couldn’t lie to your innocent eyes

Spilled the truth ,ready to pay the price

The price of losing you as a friend

Loomed over my pathetic end

You heard me out with warm kind heart

Stuff that would have driven us apart

Still you chose to stay with me

A choice that set my mind free

Free from guilt and all wrong doing

Never to resort to my old being

I ponder what made me open up to you

Maybe your smile, possessed by a few

When you smile, you look so divine

A million expressions, sweeter than sweetest wine.

I haven't written anything for long

You are the only reason for this song

This is my tribute to angel o mountain kingdom

Stopping your sweet chubby friend from acting dumb.

TEARS OF PAIN

2006-07-04T23:45:00.001+05:30

Well this is a song more than a poem ..... well its a lil crappy as i feel i have runn out of words... it was hard to express thoughts in a nice way as this is a lil sad one and more that found it difficult to complete the stuff.... ... yeah i am sucker for sadness.......anyways this is about a guy who has to leave the place he has spent the best years of his life that is childhood to adolscence.......well 24 years gone .......memories of place and other stuff ......all haunt him in his tears of pain ........
as usual i have a dedication ..for this one to .... well to all my friends and all people i have been in touch during the golden years of journey from a boy to a man ............well iam trying to make up for low quality stuff that follows.......with some words in intoduction ..... lol bear my crap .......well this is the pic i could find ofthe pardadise,..the view overlooks atomic energy junior college....and the ground ..there is pond behind the college and a waterfall in the hills but thats a bit far from the college...

TEARS OF PAIN
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I AM NOT FEELING GOOD AS I WRITE THIS SONG

DON'T ASK ME A REASON AS IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN

MEMORIES OF A PLACE I HAVE LIVED FOR SO LONG

WILL BE CHERISHED IN MY TEARS OF PAIN.

I WONDERED WHY PEOPLE TURNED SAD WHILE GOING ABROAD

BETTER THINGS AWAITING, I FELT THEY WERE INSANE

WISH I WASN'T SO COLD AS TIME UNFOLDS

LIFE MADE ME A VICTIM OF TEARS OF PAIN

TWENTY FOUR YEARS OF MY EXISTANCE OVER THERE

THE SUNNY DAYS AND THOSE DAYS OF RAIN

ALL MOMENTS RINGING IN MY HEAD SO CLEAR

WILL REFLECT A SMILE IN MY TEARS OF PAIN

FRIENDS I HAD FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADOLESCENCE

FROM WILD PARTIES HELD IN OUR LANE

TO OUR ADEVNTURES OF LITTLE SENSE

WILL LEAVE ME INTOXICATED IN MY TEARS OF PAIN

EVERYONE HAS TO GO ONE DAY OR ANOTHER

MIND ADJUSTS TO LIFE'S JOURNEY LIKE A SLOW TRAIN

A CHANGE MAY BE GOOD ONE WAY OR OTHER.

ONLY TIME CAN HEAL MY TEARS OF PAIN.

FAITH

2006-07-04T23:12:00.001+05:30

well this poem is about a warm caring woman called Faith who means a lott to me.. kinda my guide in life......i hope and pray for her everyday ...... may god protect her ........

FAITH

OCEANS APART, SO FAR AWAY

YOU BEEN ON MY MIND EVERYDAY.

I HAVE A DREAM, HOPE IT TURNS TRUE

TO SPEND A DAY OF MY LIFE WITH YOU.

WHEN I WAS DOWN, YOU HEARD ME OUT

THAT NIGHT I HAD BEEN ON SOME STOUT.

YOUR WORDS OF CARE, YOUR FAITH IN ME

HELPED ME TRY CHANGE MY DESTINY.

THOUGHT I WAS WEAK, U MADE ME STRONG

U MADE ME BELEIVE I WAS SO WRONG.

WISH U COULD FLY, JUST LIKE A DOVE

FEELS LIKE GOD SENT ME AN ANGEL FROM ABOVE.

I MISS OUR TALK, YOUR SWEET VOICE

KEEPING FAITH IN GOD IS MY ONLY CHOICE.

I PRAY FOR YOU, A WORLD LESS OF PAIN

TEAR FROM MY EYES FALL LIKE RAIN.

YOU ARE SO BRAVE, YOU ARE SO WARM

YOU ASK ME NOT TO LOSE MY CALM

I QUESTION GOD, “WHY U CHOSE HER?”

“SON BODY DEPARTS BUT SOULD REMAINS FOREVER.” (GOD’S REPLY)

THINK I WILL STOP, BECAUSE I HAT

TO EVEN THINK OF LOSING MY FAITH.

FAITH IS ALL TRUST, FAITH IS ALL PURE

I THINK WE WILL MEET ONE DAY FOR SURE.

ODE TO A SWEET FRIEND

2006-07-04T22:44:00.002+05:30

This poem is dedicated is to one and only ..........i dont wanna take the name since things have changed a bit....... one of my dearest friends...... so no images guys .. the images is in my mind....... well it explores friendship and love ... i know sounds cliche... who cares if it sounds cliche....

ODE TO A SWEET FRIEND
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I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya

Falling in love would be so cute

Your face pops in my mind, when I close my eyes

U mean so much to me, now I realize

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya.

I hope that we never lose our friendship

As we have known each other for so many years

Though miles apart we still are still in touch

Your silence makes me miss u so much

I hope that we never lose our friendship

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya

Cause I don’t want our friendship to end

My fear lies in thin line between friendship and love

U will never know when I will cross the above

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya.

I wish I didn’t have an open mind

When I wrote I fell in love with ya

Your silence troubled me the whole night

Thought of losing our friendship gave me a fright

I wish I didn’t have an open mind

I was glad when I heard from ya

You were so cool about my frank thoughts

All my worries were just washed away

Your message just brightened my day.

I was so glad when I heard from ya

I wish I could fall in love with ya

Isn’t friendship all about love?

As friends we care and support each other

Isn’t that what love offers all together

I guess I just found my love in friendship with ya

MY GAL : INSPIRED FROM SHERYL CROW'S SONG " STRONG ENOUGH "

2006-07-04T22:30:00.001+05:30

This song is about a guy who tries his level best to keep this gal out of his life.... as he thinks she is far better off him .. and deserves some one much better than him ... so he lies abt himself.... just enjoi ...

MY GAL ……

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I am a man with no good face.

My face is just a big disgrace.

I am as ugly as u can get

I am as fat as a bucket .

Be true to me

Am open for u to see

I don’t think u’r my kinda gal

R u strong enough to be my gal …

My gal …………

People say wealth’s a magical thing

I can’t buy u a diamond ring.

Don’t expect a luxurious life

If u wanna be my wife

Gotta take my wholesome crap

Do u want to fall in that trap …

R u strong enough to be my gal

My gal… …..

I am a drunk after dark

For silly things I am gonna bark

Gonna booze till puke u’r dress

Beat u till u clean up u’r mess

Can u bear me in this mood

Take care of me when not feeling good

Still willing to be my gal

R u strong enough to be my gal

My gal …………

ODE TO A SINGER

2006-07-04T22:25:00.001+05:30

well its a poem for miss prajakta (hellz angel) .....well sweet cute friend of mine in the building.....i guess she is the youngest 0ne in my friend's list .......well i had started writing this poem the day she sent mesome of her songs...yeah i was home alone then ...... but couldnt get on with it ...
suddenly yesterday while in loo i could finish it ,... lol ... i guess ppl get inspiration from different
places ..

When I close my eyes and hear your song

My eyes get wet and tears roll down

Feels like in heaven when I am so alone

Your voice cheers me up when I am so alone

I never knew u could sing so good

Your song gets me into damn good mood

Without the music, your voice is so sensuous

I am hypnotized , oh my precious!

When I heard u I never knew

You will sound like a morning dew

So fresh , so exciting , that’s my view

U have talent possessed by a few.

Thank you for sharing the song with me

Glad I was one of ears it meant to be

This is an ode to sweet talented voice

I wish your talent never dies…..

DECENT CREATIONS OF GOD

2006-07-04T20:37:00.001+05:30

Well this one is for gals of a.e.c.s and a.e.j.c...well no offense intended..

WE ARE THE DECENT CREATIONS OF GOD

HEAR US PLEASE AS WE ARE THY WARD

WE DON'T PRACTICE ANYTHING INDECENT

WE MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE WE ARE DECENT

WE TRY HARD TO BE PURE

THE WORLD IS AGAINST US FOR SURE

TRUST US GOD WE AIN'T SINNERS

IN YOUR HEART WE WANNA BE WINNERS

WE ABIDE BY THE RULES YOU SET FOR US

NO ENTRY IN HEAVEN WOULD UPSET US

WE HAVE SACRIFICED SO MUCH IN LIFE

IN TRYING TO BE A DECENT WIFE..

YOU PUT US THROUGH SO MANY TESTS

SO MANY TIMES WE HAD TO PROTEST

WE MISSED OUT ON SO MUCH FUN

DENIAL IN HEAVEN WOULD BE JUSTICE UNDONE

(GOD HEARS THIS AND HIS REPLY )

I HEAR THY PRAYER MY DECENT CREATIONS

I KNOW ABOUT YOUR STRUGGLES AND FRUSTRATIONS

I DIDN'T SET ANY RULES TO LIVE YOUR LIFE

I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO BE A DECENT WIFE..

MY DUTY WAS TO JUST CREATE AND PROTECT

IT WAS YOUR CHOICE TO TRY BE A PERFECT

I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO MISS YOUR FUN

GOOD OR BAD FUN ,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE RUN

I AM GLAD I CREATED SOME INDECENT CREATIONS

TO BALANCE YOU DECENT CREATIONS

AS IN LIFE EVERYTHING IS COMPLEMENTARY

WHAT IS GOOD WITHOUT SOME BAD

WHO IS HAPPY WITHOUT BEING SAD

IF ONE OF THEM WAS MISSING U COULDN'T TELL

WHICH IS HEAVEN AND WHICH IS HELL

TO BALANCE YOU DECENT ONES

I NEEDED THE INDECENT ONES

I FEEL THREATENED BY YOUR PRESENCE

WITH FEAR OF LOSING MY IMPORTANCE

LIKE AN OMEN EVERYTHING COMES TOGETHER

IN THE HEAVEN DECENT AND INDECENT LIVE FOREVER

My version of the eagles song ' THE LONG RUN '

2006-07-04T20:13:00.001+05:30

I used to take in a lot

I used to inhale in pot

Things I used to do from the start

U can find the difference,

Affecting my existance

In the long run Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a strong one Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a strong one Ha! Ha! Ha!

In the long run…

I used to get high on grass

Felt like floating on clouds.

Making my heart beat sparse.

U can find the difference

Affecting my existance

In the long run Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a bad one Ha! Ha! Ha!

In the long run…………

I used to smoke everyday

Almost half-pack away .

just to keep tensions at bay ….

U can find the difference

Affecting my existence

In the long run . HA! HA !HA!

It’s a strong one... HA! HA !HA.

In the long run ..............

I used to bunk my class

Empty my beer glass

Things that made me ‘jackass’

U can find the difference

With the belly in existence

In the long run HA! HA! HA!

It’s a strong one. HA. HA.HA

In the long run . ........

ENGINEERING BLUES -1

2006-07-04T20:09:00.001+05:30

Well thisis about a guys first crush in college ... so no images the pic is in his mind...... well its my naescent years of poetry ... engineering gave me poetry thats all it gave me... lol

Thought I was on the right track when I joined engineering

Was happy to follow dad’s footsteps in the beginning

Had heard before engineering was easy and cool

Never ever thought I was being made a fool

People like to play a game of poker

In reality they made me a joker

Parents had their hopes sky high

Never meant to let their hopes dry

Boarded my bus to first day in college

Met my crush standing in the passage

The first look I took at her

All I could say was ‘u shook me dear ‘

Her confidence made me feel she was my senior

Who would have ever thought I would end up her junior

I was for sure she was a mallu (keralite)

Who would never fall for a lallu ( jerk )

Still I kept my hopes up high

Hoping they would never go dry

Later I realized my hopes were in vain

As they began going down the drain

The first jolt I got was my first sem results.

Which slowly got me a lotta insults

k.t’s made a smoker to release tension

I think it was just an act of submission

Gave up myself early in the battle

Like a soul battered and baffled

Frustrations seemed to rattle my mind

To which there wasn’t any solution I could find.

Soon the 2^nd sem results came

I was hoping for the luck of dame

She was adjudged the topper

While I became the dropper

She topped the list

While I dropped in the list

I put the blame on her saying she distracted my mind

People thought I had lost my sense and couldn’t find.

This is how my first college crush ended

Leaving my soul bruised and offended.

HEY ROCHESHELL ( reminds me of ferrero rocher chocolates )

2006-07-04T19:59:00.001+05:30

something on the lines of hey jude..... holy crap ....lol..well my naescent years of poetry ..so i maybe sound a bit naive ....

Hey Rocheshell ..when I first met u on the net….

Sweetest moment I will never forget

My words were “hey precious wanna chat “

U said “wat u wanna chat about”

I said anything under the clouds…

That’s how a new relationship started

Of me and Rochelle it got kick started

I always pondered about our relationship

Was it love or as it friendship .

I took it one at a time

As I wasn’t worth a single dime.

First I thought on the lines of friendship

When u were on u made my heart skip .

While I was on my flirting best

When u were on I would leave the rest

Cause I knew u were the best .

It wasn’t friendship is what I think

As u made my eyes blink .

Now I ponder on the lines of love

I asked myself was it love I was feeling

But could it be true without us seeing

I tried to vision u in my mind

Is that why they say love is blind.

U must have wondered whether I was sane

To give net relationship a particular name

Well it was better not to define us

As limitations exist in both the cases

Thank you for reading all my crap

It was me penning words like leaking tap

Dreamy Love

2006-07-04T19:21:00.001+05:30

You are my heavenly beauty

You are my true melody…

Your voice runs through each of my senses

You are the only reason for these verses…

It’s a song born in my heart

Thoughts of u blow my mind apart…

Sky above and earth below

Oh love Goddess your radiant glow

Temple’s lamps burn on your arrival

My love for u burns in their oil

I wish I were the flowers u carry

You Devote to god’s glory

Being these flowers I will feel your love

Keep me blooming for thousand years and above.......

rota81

To Unknown

It's been long rota... How you doin ... :)

From the pain come the dreamFrom the dream come the visionFrom the vision come the peopleFrom the people come the powerFrom this power come the change”

Quotes Again............(1st September 2008)

Quote ( 07/09/2008)

The NothingMan - rota ( Rohit) 20th april 2008

Eternal Moon ( 11 Aug 2007)

YIPPIE KI-YAI YOO HOO - Rota {Entry for June 13, 2007}

Just Another Song For You - Rota {Entry for June 13, 2007]

The Fallen Angel - Rota

Time Wasted

I TOO HAVE A DREAM

Quotes by Me.

Wild Child - Rota

Sun 'N' Moon - Rajita 'n' Rota {Entry for March 12, 2007}

Check out my Guestbook!

Raymond Philosophy {Entry for January 29, 2007}

Love : why ?? its season of joy and love isn't it.{Entry for December 21, 2006}

My hometown - Rota

Grandhero - Rota

Son Of God - Rota (Entry for October 11, 2006)

My Beer Song

Communal Terrorism : watch out for it { nature's tricolor symbollic to indian flag}

Bomb Blasts ROck Mumbai { July 11, 2006}

MUSE

Angel O Mountain Kingdom

TEARS OF PAIN

FAITH

ODE TO A SWEET FRIEND

MY GAL : INSPIRED FROM SHERYL CROW'S SONG " STRONG ENOUGH "

ODE TO A SINGER

DECENT CREATIONS OF GOD

My version of the eagles song ' THE LONG RUN '

ENGINEERING BLUES -1

HEY ROCHESHELL ( reminds me of ferrero rocher chocolates )

Dreamy Love

From the pain come the dream
From the dream come the vision
From the vision come the people
From the people come the power
From this power come the change”