MUSE

Well this is my version of the song noor u ala noor...from the movie meenxai ...

O light of the almighty
Spread in all four directions
O grandeur light piercing darkness
Your presence is felt everywhere.
Whom do I ask other than you?
Is she the one for me?
When I asked the darkness
It turned a silent night
Morning light gave me a shy look
Eagles soaring sky high, hunting for their prize catch
I looked for my answer in their silent quest.
When I looked at the leaves and flowers
I found her in the colours of life.


O light of the almighty
I shed my prejudiced mask and feel your magic at work.
Riding the journey of life
I wonder if she is my final destination
When I lifted my gaze, I could see her everywhere
In the humming of bees, clinging of the bangles,
In the eyes of a poet,
In the melody of a song,
Inside the mind, body and soul of a lover.
She is my heart’s desire and mind’s quest
I place her in the path of grandeur light,
Seeking answers to my life’s mystery.
What would I gain from knowing the unknown?
Some ay its love, and some slavery
Some call it desire and some passion
Grandeur light makes me realise
Falling for love is what makes me special.

Angel O Mountain Kingdom

Well its been around 5 months i guess since i have written down something.. This one is about a sweet friend of mine from mountain kingdom ... well the pic is sunrise as seen from kathmandu university .... I couldn't give this one a name mebbe u could help me... well i thank her for helping me get my inspiration back ... well i know iam rusty ...so please bear me....

The day we talked our very first time

I started on a very wrong line

The more we came to know each other

Knew i had to blow my false cover

Don't know reason why I lied to you

Guess i did to just talk to you

I was being stupid and lame

Talking to you under a different name

Had been a long time player of the game

Friends gave me credits for the same

Called me a king and I felt so proud

For being the king of frauds

You came along like a breath of fresh air

Made me realise I do care

When I first saw u for real

Wanted to stop being surreal

I couldn’t lie to your innocent eyes

Spilled the truth ,ready to pay the price

The price of losing you as a friend

Loomed over my pathetic end

You heard me out with warm kind heart

Stuff that would have driven us apart

Still you chose to stay with me

A choice that set my mind free

Free from guilt and all wrong doing

Never to resort to my old being

I ponder what made me open up to you

Maybe your smile, possessed by a few

When you smile, you look so divine

A million expressions, sweeter than sweetest wine.

I haven't written anything for long

You are the only reason for this song

This is my tribute to angel o mountain kingdom

Stopping your sweet chubby friend from acting dumb.

TEARS OF PAIN

Well this is a song more than a poem ..... well its a lil crappy as i feel i have runn out of words... it was hard to express thoughts in a nice way as this is a lil sad one and more that found it difficult to complete the stuff.... ... yeah i am sucker for sadness.......anyways this is about a guy who has to leave the place he has spent the best years of his life that is childhood to adolscence.......well 24 years gone .......memories of place and other stuff ......all haunt him in his tears of pain ........
as usual i have a dedication ..for this one to .... well to all my friends and all people i have been in touch during the golden years of journey from a boy to a man ............well iam trying to make up for low quality stuff that follows.......with some words in intoduction ..... lol bear my crap .......well this is the pic i could find ofthe pardadise,..the view overlooks atomic energy junior college....and the ground ..there is pond behind the college and a waterfall in the hills but thats a bit far from the college...

TEARS OF PAIN
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I AM NOT FEELING GOOD AS I WRITE THIS SONG

DON'T ASK ME A REASON AS IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN

MEMORIES OF A PLACE I HAVE LIVED FOR SO LONG

WILL BE CHERISHED IN MY TEARS OF PAIN.




I WONDERED WHY PEOPLE TURNED SAD WHILE GOING ABROAD

BETTER THINGS AWAITING, I FELT THEY WERE INSANE

WISH I WASN'T SO COLD AS TIME UNFOLDS

LIFE MADE ME A VICTIM OF TEARS OF PAIN




TWENTY FOUR YEARS OF MY EXISTANCE OVER THERE

THE SUNNY DAYS AND THOSE DAYS OF RAIN

ALL MOMENTS RINGING IN MY HEAD SO CLEAR

WILL REFLECT A SMILE IN MY TEARS OF PAIN




FRIENDS I HAD FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADOLESCENCE

FROM WILD PARTIES HELD IN OUR LANE

TO OUR ADEVNTURES OF LITTLE SENSE

WILL LEAVE ME INTOXICATED IN MY TEARS OF PAIN



EVERYONE HAS TO GO ONE DAY OR ANOTHER

MIND ADJUSTS TO LIFE'S JOURNEY LIKE A SLOW TRAIN

A CHANGE MAY BE GOOD ONE WAY OR OTHER.

ONLY TIME CAN HEAL MY TEARS OF PAIN.

FAITH

well this poem is about a warm caring woman called Faith who means a lott to me.. kinda my guide in life......i hope and pray for her everyday ...... may god protect her ........

FAITH

OCEANS APART, SO FAR AWAY

YOU BEEN ON MY MIND EVERYDAY.

I HAVE A DREAM, HOPE IT TURNS TRUE

TO SPEND A DAY OF MY LIFE WITH YOU.



WHEN I WAS DOWN, YOU HEARD ME OUT

THAT NIGHT I HAD BEEN ON SOME STOUT.

YOUR WORDS OF CARE, YOUR FAITH IN ME

HELPED ME TRY CHANGE MY DESTINY.



THOUGHT I WAS WEAK, U MADE ME STRONG

U MADE ME BELEIVE I WAS SO WRONG.

WISH U COULD FLY, JUST LIKE A DOVE

FEELS LIKE GOD SENT ME AN ANGEL FROM ABOVE.

I MISS OUR TALK, YOUR SWEET VOICE

KEEPING FAITH IN GOD IS MY ONLY CHOICE.

I PRAY FOR YOU, A WORLD LESS OF PAIN

TEAR FROM MY EYES FALL LIKE RAIN.

YOU ARE SO BRAVE, YOU ARE SO WARM

YOU ASK ME NOT TO LOSE MY CALM

I QUESTION GOD, “WHY U CHOSE HER?”

“SON BODY DEPARTS BUT SOULD REMAINS FOREVER.” (GOD’S REPLY)

THINK I WILL STOP, BECAUSE I HAT

TO EVEN THINK OF LOSING MY FAITH.

FAITH IS ALL TRUST, FAITH IS ALL PURE

I THINK WE WILL MEET ONE DAY FOR SURE.

ODE TO A SWEET FRIEND

This poem is dedicated is to one and only ..........i dont wanna take the name since things have changed a bit....... one of my dearest friends...... so no images guys .. the images is in my mind....... well it explores friendship and love ... i know sounds cliche... who cares if it sounds cliche....

ODE TO A SWEET FRIEND
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I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya

Falling in love would be so cute

Your face pops in my mind, when I close my eyes

U mean so much to me, now I realize

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya.

I hope that we never lose our friendship

As we have known each other for so many years

Though miles apart we still are still in touch

Your silence makes me miss u so much

I hope that we never lose our friendship

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya

Cause I don’t want our friendship to end

My fear lies in thin line between friendship and love

U will never know when I will cross the above

I hope that I don’t fall in love with ya.

I wish I didn’t have an open mind

When I wrote I fell in love with ya

Your silence troubled me the whole night

Thought of losing our friendship gave me a fright

I wish I didn’t have an open mind

I was glad when I heard from ya

You were so cool about my frank thoughts

All my worries were just washed away

Your message just brightened my day.

I was so glad when I heard from ya

I wish I could fall in love with ya

Isn’t friendship all about love?

As friends we care and support each other

Isn’t that what love offers all together

I guess I just found my love in friendship with ya

MY GAL : INSPIRED FROM SHERYL CROW'S SONG " STRONG ENOUGH "

This song is about a guy who tries his level best to keep this gal out of his life.... as he thinks she is far better off him .. and deserves some one much better than him ... so he lies abt himself.... just enjoi ...

MY GAL ……

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I am a man with no good face.

My face is just a big disgrace.

I am as ugly as u can get

I am as fat as a bucket .

Be true to me

Am open for u to see

I don’t think u’r my kinda gal

R u strong enough to be my gal …

My gal …………

People say wealth’s a magical thing

I can’t buy u a diamond ring.

Don’t expect a luxurious life

If u wanna be my wife

Gotta take my wholesome crap

Do u want to fall in that trap …

R u strong enough to be my gal

My gal… …..

I am a drunk after dark

For silly things I am gonna bark

Gonna booze till puke u’r dress

Beat u till u clean up u’r mess

Can u bear me in this mood

Take care of me when not feeling good

Still willing to be my gal

R u strong enough to be my gal

My gal …………

ODE TO A SINGER

well its a poem for miss prajakta (hellz angel) .....well sweet cute friend of mine in the building.....i guess she is the youngest 0ne in my friend's list .......well i had started writing this poem the day she sent mesome of her songs...yeah i was home alone then ...... but couldnt get on with it ...
suddenly yesterday while in loo i could finish it ,... lol ... i guess ppl get inspiration from different
places ..

When I close my eyes and hear your song

My eyes get wet and tears roll down

Feels like in heaven when I am so alone

Your voice cheers me up when I am so alone




I never knew u could sing so good

Your song gets me into damn good mood

Without the music, your voice is so sensuous

I am hypnotized , oh my precious!




When I heard u I never knew

You will sound like a morning dew

So fresh , so exciting , that’s my view

U have talent possessed by a few.




Thank you for sharing the song with me

Glad I was one of ears it meant to be

This is an ode to sweet talented voice

I wish your talent never dies…..

DECENT CREATIONS OF GOD

Well this one is for gals of a.e.c.s and a.e.j.c...well no offense intended..

WE ARE THE DECENT CREATIONS OF GOD

HEAR US PLEASE AS WE ARE THY WARD

WE DON'T PRACTICE ANYTHING INDECENT

WE MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE WE ARE DECENT

WE TRY HARD TO BE PURE

THE WORLD IS AGAINST US FOR SURE

TRUST US GOD WE AIN'T SINNERS

IN YOUR HEART WE WANNA BE WINNERS

WE ABIDE BY THE RULES YOU SET FOR US

NO ENTRY IN HEAVEN WOULD UPSET US

WE HAVE SACRIFICED SO MUCH IN LIFE

IN TRYING TO BE A DECENT WIFE..

YOU PUT US THROUGH SO MANY TESTS

SO MANY TIMES WE HAD TO PROTEST

WE MISSED OUT ON SO MUCH FUN

DENIAL IN HEAVEN WOULD BE JUSTICE UNDONE

(GOD HEARS THIS AND HIS REPLY )

I HEAR THY PRAYER MY DECENT CREATIONS

I KNOW ABOUT YOUR STRUGGLES AND FRUSTRATIONS

I DIDN'T SET ANY RULES TO LIVE YOUR LIFE

I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO BE A DECENT WIFE..

MY DUTY WAS TO JUST CREATE AND PROTECT

IT WAS YOUR CHOICE TO TRY BE A PERFECT

I DIDN'T ASK YOU TO MISS YOUR FUN

GOOD OR BAD FUN ,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE RUN

I AM GLAD I CREATED SOME INDECENT CREATIONS

TO BALANCE YOU DECENT CREATIONS

AS IN LIFE EVERYTHING IS COMPLEMENTARY

WHAT IS GOOD WITHOUT SOME BAD

WHO IS HAPPY WITHOUT BEING SAD

IF ONE OF THEM WAS MISSING U COULDN'T TELL

WHICH IS HEAVEN AND WHICH IS HELL

TO BALANCE YOU DECENT ONES

I NEEDED THE INDECENT ONES

I FEEL THREATENED BY YOUR PRESENCE

WITH FEAR OF LOSING MY IMPORTANCE

LIKE AN OMEN EVERYTHING COMES TOGETHER

IN THE HEAVEN DECENT AND INDECENT LIVE FOREVER

My version of the eagles song ' THE LONG RUN '

I used to take in a lot

I used to inhale in pot

Things I used to do from the start

U can find the difference,

Affecting my existance

In the long run Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a strong one Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a strong one Ha! Ha! Ha!

In the long run…

I used to get high on grass

Felt like floating on clouds.

Making my heart beat sparse.

U can find the difference

Affecting my existance

In the long run Ha! Ha! Ha!

It’s a bad one Ha! Ha! Ha!

In the long run…………

I used to smoke everyday

Almost half-pack away .

just to keep tensions at bay ….

U can find the difference

Affecting my existence

In the long run . HA! HA !HA!

It’s a strong one... HA! HA !HA.

In the long run ..............

I used to bunk my class

Empty my beer glass

Things that made me ‘jackass’

U can find the difference

With the belly in existence

In the long run HA! HA! HA!

It’s a strong one. HA. HA.HA

In the long run . ........

ENGINEERING BLUES -1

Well thisis about a guys first crush in college ... so no images the pic is in his mind...... well its my naescent years of poetry ... engineering gave me poetry thats all it gave me... lol

Thought I was on the right track when I joined engineering

Was happy to follow dad’s footsteps in the beginning

Had heard before engineering was easy and cool

Never ever thought I was being made a fool

People like to play a game of poker

In reality they made me a joker

Parents had their hopes sky high

Never meant to let their hopes dry

Boarded my bus to first day in college

Met my crush standing in the passage

The first look I took at her

All I could say was ‘u shook me dear ‘

Her confidence made me feel she was my senior

Who would have ever thought I would end up her junior

I was for sure she was a mallu (keralite)

Who would never fall for a lallu ( jerk )

Still I kept my hopes up high

Hoping they would never go dry

Later I realized my hopes were in vain

As they began going down the drain

The first jolt I got was my first sem results.

Which slowly got me a lotta insults

k.t’s made a smoker to release tension

I think it was just an act of submission

Gave up myself early in the battle

Like a soul battered and baffled

Frustrations seemed to rattle my mind

To which there wasn’t any solution I could find.

Soon the 2^nd sem results came

I was hoping for the luck of dame

She was adjudged the topper

While I became the dropper

She topped the list

While I dropped in the list

I put the blame on her saying she distracted my mind

People thought I had lost my sense and couldn’t find.

This is how my first college crush ended

Leaving my soul bruised and offended.

HEY ROCHESHELL ( reminds me of ferrero rocher chocolates )

something on the lines of hey jude..... holy crap ....lol..well my naescent years of poetry ..so i maybe sound a bit naive ....

Hey Rocheshell ..when I first met u on the net….

Sweetest moment I will never forget

My words were “hey precious wanna chat “

U said “wat u wanna chat about”

I said anything under the clouds…

That’s how a new relationship started

Of me and Rochelle it got kick started

I always pondered about our relationship

Was it love or as it friendship .

I took it one at a time

As I wasn’t worth a single dime.

First I thought on the lines of friendship

When u were on u made my heart skip .

While I was on my flirting best

When u were on I would leave the rest

Cause I knew u were the best .

It wasn’t friendship is what I think

As u made my eyes blink .

Now I ponder on the lines of love

I asked myself was it love I was feeling

But could it be true without us seeing

I tried to vision u in my mind

Is that why they say love is blind.

U must have wondered whether I was sane

To give net relationship a particular name

Well it was better not to define us

As limitations exist in both the cases

Thank you for reading all my crap

It was me penning words like leaking tap

Dreamy Love

You are my heavenly beauty

You are my true melody…

Your voice runs through each of my senses

You are the only reason for these verses…

It’s a song born in my heart

Thoughts of u blow my mind apart…

Sky above and earth below

Oh love Goddess your radiant glow

Temple’s lamps burn on your arrival

My love for u burns in their oil

I wish I were the flowers u carry

You Devote to god’s glory

Being these flowers I will feel your love

Keep me blooming for thousand years and above.......